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[16 Oct 2003|11:08pm] |
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Well, I haven't wrote in here in a long time I guess I just have been busy. Nicole and are doing pretty good I guess that's all ways good huh? She is working so much I don't get to see her as much as I would like but oh well it's money for us to get out on our own lol. I seen some of my friends today it was so weird we use to be so close and I wanted to be with them all the time but now it seems that I don't want to be with them anymore I can't stand to be in the same room as then why is that? It shouldn't that way you know? Samantha and Jason want me and Nicole to go to dinner with them tomorrow I don't know if I want to or not but I guess I will maybe it will be fun we will just have to see right? Well, I am going to go and call Nicole at work and see what time she is coming him tonight bye now.
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| someone should leave |
[18 Aug 2003|05:23am] |
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It sure gets quietWhen the kids go to bedWe sit here in the silencePutting off what must be saidI read a book you watch tvAs our love dies quietlyI’m so sad I don’t know what I just readChorus:Somebody should leaveBut which one should it beYou need the kids and they need meSomebody should leaveBut we hate to give inWe keep hoping somehow we might need each other againYou say goodnight and turn and face the wallWe lie here in the darkness and the tears start to fallIf it was only you and me goodbye might come more easilyBut what about those babies down the hallRepeat chorus x2
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| i'll be |
[18 Aug 2003|05:22am] |
When darkness falls upon your heart and soul
I`ll be the light that shines for you
When you forget how beautiful you are
I`ll be there to remind you
When you can`t find your way
I`ll find my way to you
When troubles come around
I will come to you
Chorus:
I`ll be your shoulder
When you need someone to lean on
Be your shelter
When you need someone to see you through
I`ll be there to carry you
I`ll be there
I`ll be the rock that will be strong for you
The one that will hold on to you
When you feel that rain falling down
When there`s no body else around
I`ll be
And when you`re there with no one there to hold
I`ll be the arms that reach for you
And when you feel your faith is running low
I`ll be there to believe in you
When all you find are lies
I`ll be the truth you need
When you need someone to run to
You can run to me
Chorus
I`ll be the sun
When your heart`s filled with rain
I`ll be the one
To chase the rain away
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| she's in love |
[18 Aug 2003|05:21am] |
Third of June she said goodbye
I watched her walk into the night
The hardest thing I ever did was let her go
We swored as friends we'd stay in touch
Best of friends didn't mean that much
When that phone call comes to tell you
She's in love
Chorus:
She's in love
She's got that fire in her eyes
She's in love
How her smile lights up the sky
It's like she's walking on air
She's been set free
Still I can't believe
She's in love
Strolling down a one-way street
She's in love
You'd swear her heart has wings
She's in love
Why can't it be me
Told everyone I'm doing fine
Learned to get on with my life
I just want what's best for her
So I lied
Found a note on my door last night
Said, "I'll be your friend 'til the day I die"
But you should know I found someone
Now she's in love
(Repeat Chorus Twice)
Oh now she's in love
Why can't it be me
She's in love
She's in love
She's in love
She's in love
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| Hey All |
[15 Aug 2003|04:19pm] |
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Hey anybody on my buddy list's power go out if so leave me some thing here i just was wondering who didn't have power and i they made it, it was really hot that my only problem well thats all for now.
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| **Go rest high on that mountain ** |
[14 Aug 2003|06:42am] |
I know your life on earth was troubled
And only you could know the pain
You weren't afraid to face the devil
You were no stranger to the rain
**Go rest high on that mountain
Son,your work on earth is done
Go to heaven shoutin'
Love for the Father and the Son
Oh how we cried the day you left us
We gathered round the grave to grieve
I wish I could see the angels faces
When they hear your sweet voice sing
Repeat
(chorus)
Go to heaven a shoutin'
Love for the Father and the Son
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| Thank you |
[12 Aug 2003|05:47am] |
"Thank You" by Ray Boltz,
I dreamed I went to heaven
And you were there with me;
We walked upon the streets of gold
Beside the crystal sea.
We heard the angels singing
Then someone called your name.
You turned and saw the young man
And he was smiling as he came.
And he said, "Friend you may not know me now."
And then he said, "But wait,
You used to teach my Sunday School
When I was only eight.
And every week you would say a prayer
Before the class would start.
And one day when you said that prayer,
I asked Jesus in my heart."
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.
Then another man stood before you
And said, "Remember the time
A missionary came to your church
And his pictures made you cry.
You didn't have much money,
But you gave it anyway.
Jesus took the gift you gave
And that's why I am here today."
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.
One by one they came
Far as the eye could see.
Each life somehow touched
By your generosity.
Little things that you had done,
Sacrifices made,
Unnoticed on the earth
In heaven, now proclaimed.
And I know up in heaven
You're not supposed to cry.
But I am almost sure
There were tears in your eyes.
As Jesus took your hand
And you stood before the Lord.
He said, "My child, look around you.
Great is your reward."
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.
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[08 Aug 2003|06:26am] |
The wind is moving
But I am standing still
A life of pages
Waiting to be filled
A heart that's hopeful
A head that's full of dreams
But this becoming
Is harder than it seems
Feels like I'm
CHORUS:
Looking for a reason
Roaming through the night to find
My place in this world
My place in this world
Not a lot to lean on
I need Your light to help me find
My place in this world
My place in this world
If there are millions
Down on their knees
Among the many
Can you still hear me?
Hear me asking
Where do I belong?
Is there a vision
That I can call my own?
Show me I'm
REPEAT CHORUS
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| remember |
[05 Aug 2003|06:08am] |
So once again I've made a mistake,
Another bad choice that makes my heart ache.
Memories made from a long time ago:
Remember? We wrote it in the snow.
Those days were sweet and all so short.
Just a wrong choice made
When the ball was in my court.
I was young and thought that I knew best.
Wish I'd had someone who could've told me
The rest,
Some all-knowing person to tell me my fate,
Some wisdom, some belief that would've made me wait.
So now I have my life to live,
With a different man and our three kids.
But I often think of those times long ago;
It's how I visit my heart left behind in the snow.
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| Beware |
[05 Aug 2003|06:03am] |
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the pics that are down below are kinda bad i just thought i would let you know lol.
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| hey journal world |
[05 Aug 2003|05:48am] |
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Hey there journal friends i think i have someone doing this for me but if i can't get him to do it can someone help me I can't seem to get my lj to let me up load a picture for an icon i have the picture but i can't up load it can some one help me please and if you know how to make a layout that would be great to or teach me how to do it. I haven't wrote in here in a while I just have been busy with things I really haven't been home much anymore Nicole and I am doing good I guess not to much fighting so that's all ways good right well I guess I should get off to bed take care all.
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| She was |
[10 Jul 2003|03:48am] |
She started her new life ten dollars in debt
That's all it took to get started back then
A trip to the courthouse across that state line
No-one could stop her
She's made up her mind
He was eighteen,an she wasn't
But she said she was
And never thought twice
And came back home as my daddy's wife
She just shook her head when her mama said:
"Are you sure he's the one?"
An she was
He took a job and farmed on the side
He made the ends meet,but she kept'em tied
Changes were comin' to their little world
She said "What would you like?
"A boy or a girl?
And he said,"Are you?"
An she said she was
And never thoguht twice
'Bout takin' the next step in building their lives
Soon there were three and she tried to
Everything to us
An she was
Those preious moments turned into years
In what seemed like a blink of an eye
I held he rhand as I leaned down to ask her
"Momma,are you ready to say goodbye?"
An she said she was
But she thought twice
Holdin' my hand as she let go of life
Daddy always said a woman like her
Would be hard to give up
An she was (She was)
If there ever was a picture of love
She was
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| I remember you |
[10 Jul 2003|03:42am] |
Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
The wind would whisper and I'd think of you
And all the tears you cried, that called my name
And when you needed me I came through
I paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
We've had our share of hard times
But that's the price we paid
And through it all we kept the promise that we made
I swear you'll never be lonely
Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
'Cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you
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| Crazy love |
[10 Jul 2003|03:42am] |
I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles
And the heaven opens every time she smiles
And when i come to her, that´s where i belong
I guess i´m running to her like a river´s song
She gives me love, love, love, crazy love
She gives me love, crazy love
She´s got a fine sense of humour, when i´m feeling down
And when i come to her when the sun goes down
She takes away my trouble, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief
She gives me love, love, love crazy love
She gives me love, crazy love
I guess i need her in the daytime
I guess i need her in the night
Someone strong to put my arms around her
I kiss her, kiss her tight
She gives me love, crazy love
She gives me love, crazy, crazy love
A crazy love
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| Walked on water |
[10 Jul 2003|03:41am] |
He wore starched white shirts buttoned at the neck
He'd sit in the shade and watch the chickens peck
His teeth were gone but what the heck
I thought that he walked on water
Said he was a cowboy when he was young
Could handle a rope and he was good with a gun
And my momma's daddy was his oldest son
And I thought that he walked on water
If the story is told only heaven knows
But his hat seemed to me like an old halo
And though his wings they were never seen
I thought that he walked on water
He tied a cord to the end of a map
Said, "Son, here's a pony, keep her at a trot"
I'd ride in circles while he laughed a lot
Then I'd flop down beside him
He was ninety years old in '63
I loved him and he loved me
Lord I cried the day he died
Cause I thought that he walked on water
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| Hard rock bottom |
[10 Jul 2003|03:39am] |
Since the day I was led to temptation
And in weakness did let your love down
I have prayed that time and compassion
You'd come around
I keep waiting for you to forgive me
And you keep saying you can't even start
And I feel like a stone you have picked up and thrown
To the hard rock bottom of your heart
To the hard rock bottom of your heart
Now this home we have built is still standing
Its foundation is on solid ground
Do we roll up our sleeves and repair it
Or burn it down
I keep waiting for you to forgive me
And you keep saying you can't even start
And I feel like a stone you have picked up and thrown
To the hard rock bottom of your heart
To the hard rock bottom of your heart
We can't just block it out
We've got to talk it out
Until our hearts get back in touch
I need your love I miss it
I can't go on like this it
Hurts to much
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| why did you have to lie? |
[07 Jul 2003|02:51am] |
You told me you were in love with me,
Then you had to leave.
Now that you are gone
A lot has gone wrong.
Your friends told me you lied
That you always wanted to say good-bye.
When I went to the bus station with you
You told me you loved me
And you hated leaving
Because you hate hurting me.
But now that you are gone
I found out that you never really loved me at all.
You just used me
And you said you could never love me.
I don't understand
How you could treat me like this
When all I did was love you with all my heart
And do everything possible for you.
I just want you to know,
I am hurt more now
Than when you said good-bye
Because I really thought you loved me
But all you said was a lie!
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| Hey there journal world |
[01 Jul 2003|04:06am] |
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Well when you read my journal you wil find only songs and poems my real live is on friends only if you would like to be added just ask me and i will add you.
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| A few Questions |
[23 Jun 2003|04:44am] |
Just read the words its a great song itmeant s much to me maybe to you too.
How in this world
Can we put a man on the moon
And still have a need
For a place like St. Judes
And why is one man born
In a place where all they know is war
A guy like me,
Has always been free
And how can two people
Who built a loving home
Try for years
And never have a child of their own
And somewhere out there tonite
There is a baby no ones holding tight
In need of love
To me that don't add up
CHORUS:
But I wasnt there you filled up the ocean
I didn't get to see you hang ths stars in the sky
So I do'nt mean to second guess you
Or criticize what I don't understand
These are just a few questions I have
And why did my cousin
Have to die in that crash
A good kid
Only seventeen
I still wonder 'bout that
It seems unfair to me
Some get the chance to chase their dreams
And some don't
What do I know
CHORUS:
I wasn't there You filled up the ocean
I didn't get to see You hang the stars in the sky
So I don't mean to second guess You
Or criticize what I don't understand
These are just a few questions I have
Why do I feel like
You hear these prayers of mine
When so many outta be
Ahead of me in line
When you look down on me
Can you see the good through all the bad
These are just a few questions I had
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